Year of the OX

YAY my sprint W-2 is here. I wish i could complete my taxes now... Still waiting for the W-2  from B&N  hey for curiosity sake have any of you other B&N people received your tax stuff???

Wow it has been forever since i have posted anything in here. Sorry about that.. Well here is what is going on...

Matiez Turned 7 months in November
Been working For sprint for 4 months
Love my new Supervisor (Fair, fun to talk to, and Pagan)
Been getting ready for Yule
Deciding on what to get everyone
How big of a tree are we getting this year??
have to buy ornaments and lights (last year we had a 2ft tree that lit up on its own cute but it is at work now)
decorating my Bay at work for the holidays
Missing everyone that no longer lives close to me or i don't see very often
Matiez is trying to crawl ( the house is so not ready for that.. oh well he should be crawling by Christmas the way he is going right now)
umm Depression on and off but not as bad as what it used to be
still need a car lol

Oh and Ariane starts working at Sprint on Monday... heeheehee.

Hope everyone is doing great now also



hope everyone is doing great miss everyone

ok i need ideas to do when my parents are out here on Labor day weekend. My dad doesn't shop he doesn't do much of anything but get on me about practicing my instruments......

SOOOOO southlands people i would like to know if in that nice little flyer you guys have for the mall if there is some form of a band playing That Sunday evening (2nd) I heard that people play in the square there on the weekends and thought maybe he would like that.

Any other ideas would be greatly appreciated. I would suggest hiking but it may be 2 hot outside and a museum or zoo is most likely out because he gets bored really easily.

lol... I know iset up a challenge. Help Please

ok Sarah I am actually with you now.... Freaking out a little bit. Erik and I set a date. Its a ways off but still there is a lot to do. February 20th 2009.

Well i just got a phone call from one of my managers at b&n I don't have to show up tomorrow. They need to save hours so they do not need me. lol. Well lets see if they need me for Sunday or the rest of my 2 weeks that i am still scheduled to work. Or if they need to save hours because they are not going to make plan.

ok everyone who is still left at B&N do yourself a favor. When you do decide to leave just leave. NO notice. I was nice to Sheryl. I told her that I could not except her lead position and that i was going to need to put in my notice because i wasn't making enough. She said ok and Thanks for being honest with her. Fine that was great I turned in my notice gave them over 2 weeks. Well now my pay has been cut from 8.25 down to 7.50 i am almost back down to where i started from 2 years ago. that and most days i end up being sent home early. I spent a whole whopping 3 hours at work today. that totaled up to being 22.50 before taxes are taken out.

This shit sucks. I am so glad i start fro sprint on the 27th. I am sooo done trying to be a good employee.

Hey I finally did it. I quit b&n. my last day is at the end of August. YAY!!!!

ok she is ok now.... Libby is found she is in the hospital on a 72 hour suicide watch which is longer than 72 hours because they don't count weekends. But she is ok. nothing was wrong with her. but hopefully they get her the help that she needs

well nothing yet.. Stayed home from work today. Cam knows whats going on. Feel kinda useless. there is nothing that i can do. Just can't focus today. no way i would be able to close tonight. I was lucky i managed to work my shift yesterday even though they would have let me go home. I couldn't go home then. Not quite. But i had made them take me off of cash wrap. No way could i stand still. So i got to work Info and Kids.

I have a copy of all Libby's suicide letters. going to go through them again and try to find clues as to where she is. I probably won't find anything. She planned this all out way to well. GRRRRRR.

Whats the phrase... "There is a fine line between Genius and Insanity"

Maybe later i will try and get my mind off of things and play warcraft my warlock is almost 45.

Wow I can't wait until Friday. I will be going out to work with the baby and will be able to see everyone. I can't wait. It is hard to say but I actually miss working at B&N at the moment. Mainly because right now my days are the same thing everyday. Just me and Matiez at home trying to the make the best of our time. lol.

For those of you who want to be there Erik, Matiez and I will be there about 2pm and be staying for a couple of hours. I chose to come around that time for the shift change.

Hope to see you all there.

YAY!!!

On April 27th 2007 at 3:44 am Matiez Xavier Mahlum was born.

He is so cute. I am so happy. ;)

right now he is sleeping he looks like such an angel.

As much as he tried I think Randy brought the "plague" (that was what he was calling it) to work... I been fighting a fever on and off all day today... Doctor says just take it easy. So most likely I won't be going to work tomorrow. Oh well... Probably should call Marcia and warn her that Linda E. won't be in a good mood if I call in. Well that would mean that Linda would actually have to do recap. stupid managers.

I feel so weird right now. So lost.. It is most likely just some stupid emotional side effect of the pregnancy but still.

I know that there are people that are there for me that they are not going anywhere. Like Erik, Bane, and Nana. But i still can't help feeling all alone. It is so frustrating not being able to do everything that i used to. Move boxes. Help with the move. Take care of my cats. Or hell do the dishes (the smell of dirty dishes and the sink in our apartment makes me sick).

How is it that the Goddess gives the wonderful gift of a child and then I become what feels like completely incapacitated. I want this child and I don't want anything to happen to him.
I am tired of being worthless. Of not being able to anything. And when I do do something I am either scolded by those who truly care and love me or I am reprimanded by the Goddess by getting sick.

I only have a few short months left but honestly I may go insane by then.

I agree with Dellastar about the NCLBA. There are a lot of things they could do better..

On a lighter note... A must see movie "ghost rider" OMG it was awesome.. And Nicholas Cage actually got back in shape for it.

Yay... I am so happy. We are moving in a month.. No more shitty apartment. =)  The bad thing  is that we are moving to englewood.  Long comute or well it won't be to bad... Just have to figure it out.

But the new apartment is gorgeous and it isn't going to make us go broke.    Yay happy dance.

Today was a really sad day.  Found out at work that Joel is leaving. He is transferring to the Southlands store.  Lucky you Sarah.  We get Scott from Southlands. Hopefully it will be ok.

Talked to Joel today. Had to ask him that if i move down by Inverness if he would take me as a transfer. He said yes as long has Natalie won't kill him for it. So we shall see what will happen.


Oh guess what. I had some guy come into work and try and convert me. Grrrrr. He asked me how my relationship with Jesus was..... I was nice and held my tongue. ... OH well that is what i get for believing something different.

I have got to find a new place to live... Because there is no way that I am staying here. That sex offender lives like 4 buildings down from me... How ridiculous. Either way can't stay here with the baby coming. Not enough room in our little apartment.

Oh speaking of baby.. It is a boy. Matiez Xavier nad he kicks alot..

Well good luck sarah on monday. I wish you the best

I have so many story lines running through my head right now. I can't keep them straight. I really just have to sit down and start writing again. Wouldn't hurt none.

Where has everyone been lately?? I guess everyone is just busy with work.